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2008-12-29T02:30:00.000-08:00

muii n muii hubby hao le...haiz so many thing happen muii will zhen xi muii hubby more le will be a best gf in everything...hope everything will be better in muii everything..juz wan a normal n happi life...hope muii hubby do well in everything oso from 2009...today off dae whole dae was slacking at hm bored..actually wan go cmt sing but veri lazy kekex...at night hubby maybe coming pei muii jiu won sian liao kekex...hao ba muii going watch tv le stop here le continue in next blog....miss

haiz tired of everything le..

2008-12-24T01:08:00.000-08:00

haiz so long didnt update muii blog le happen so many thing..reali donno wat to do im all lost nw haiz going 3yrs de rs jux being like tat im jux a fool for him to lie to muii over n over again..muii noe tat he love tat gal more tat muii in every way he handle everything..muii reali cant afford to lose him muii reali love him alot alot..reali feel like killing muiiself..got muii hand cut but the pain inside muii is even more..muii jux wan a honest ans but y still lying muii reali donno..im jux a failure gf a fool a stupid a idiot hate muiiself reali reali lots won fall for anyone again again he will alway be inside muii heart ..reali love him lots..

long time no update le kekex...

2008-07-05T12:25:00.000-07:00

its a long time neber update muii blog le kekex...veri less online...so sian....so fast muii n hubby 2 yrs 3 month 9 dae le kekex...so happi...hubby still love muii as much as before muii oso...althought we been throught alot of thing but we still handle everything veri well...muackzz thank hubby for everything...miss all muii darling n baobei ...got time muz meet them out go shopping n everything..nw muz work earn money n muii wan jian fei lolx...wan to become pretty..haha...hao lahx stop here le going sleep le tomolo got work...misses...

2007-11-16T05:57:00.000-08:00

ysterdae off went to great world wif xiao xian n joey...after tat hubby come fetch muii...go great world to change muii ds win on stacker de haha...but don like like psp more hubby say xiaozi wan buy muii ds than muii can buy psp le yeah...happi lehx...lolx...next week mon tue wed n leave finally can rest le...happi nw nt to do blogging than update thing lohx...kekex...hubby busy at ms ke lian...miss hubby lot lot....

2007-11-08T08:03:00.000-08:00

todae after work went imm wif qiqi eliz joanne n xiaoxian we go eat after tat walk awhile brought a slipper jacket n t shirt funny thing muii n xiaoxian brought same t shirt from ip zone n we oso brought same t shirt for xiaozi n terence haha...find one dae all where smae but we neber wan tell them until one dae we go out than ask them wear haha....muii brought same slipper n jacket wif joanne kekex....all brought same de...lolx...later hubby after work come fetch muii go his hse yeah got hubby hugz muii sleep le happi...tomolo off kekex...ysterdae we drink alot muii was veri veri seh hubby oso hang over we sleep at outlet...than morning muii go hm change than come back work tired whole dae neber sleep....yawn...muii go rest first le hubby later come fetch muii....

2007-11-06T06:27:00.000-08:00

finally online to update muii blog tis few dae keep going out wif hubby go his hse sleep come muii hse sleep...kekex...todae hubby leave back to work le haha...todae take pay le but cannot anyhw spent muz save le...haiz cannot take bike lesson le cos no money .... =( so sian at hm later maybe hubby come find muii than go out...but still donno yet....muz c later lohx...haiz...hao ba tired le go sleep first ....yawn...

2007-10-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

todae off dae juz nw come back from hubby hse cos hubby go work...tomolo work morning so lazy go out stay at hm online playing SDO n watch tv kekex...juz nw veri early jiu wake up le abt 11 like tat than muii n hubby wash up n eat breadfast kekex...eat beehoon hubby mum buy de than go back rm lie awhile than go smoke le after tat go back rm n sleep hubby hugz muii sleep kekex...than hubby wake up go smoke throw muii alone angry...smoke so long pig... =p after tat muii fall asleep again hubby abt 3 plus wake muii up...than bath all tis abt 4 plus go out le...reach hm mummy go malaysia so korkor cook for muii eat haha than hubby having meeting later than call muii... hubby tomolo work on leave again so gd haha than can come fetch muii finish work than go out haha..... =)so sian going sleep soon le...missing hubby muz wait for hubby call first than can sleep....yawn...gtg le.... =p

haiz...

2007-10-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

tis yrs birthdae is muii most unhappi birthdae muii ever spent although got bbq all tat is so sian...haiz...even hubby oso no time pei muii i'm juz alone...he say he will find time pei muii but it neber happen ever since he closing cck we hardly tok hardly go out tok to him he don wan care if not no reply msg half way will not reply...haiz...wed onward muii work morning theres no more time for us to go out n everything unless our off dae same...haiz....sian....ju feeling all alone...got bf like no bf like tat...haiz...noe he reali tired...muii understand but juz need 1 or 2 dae pei muii oso don haf thought he sun off in the end he went back outlet 1 plus in the noon go hm sleep 10 plus wake up go back again is tis wat he mean by finding time pei muii...he say he finding time ahx if not won go for muii bbq n so ya he got go but got pei muii don haf until muii got angry ...haiz...reali veri sian le lohx...izzit spending time wif muii so xin ku ...if so juz let muii noe is ok don say tis n do tat its hurt lot ....can stop hurting muii once n once again muii cannot take it veri veri soon....everytime say tok it out n in the end oso same so wat the use...reali tired le...reali...

sian.....

2007-10-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

tis few dae mood not tat gd haiz....so sian....todae off at hm watch show =p....later hubby finish work than come fetch muii...yeah hubby told muii he brought psp game for muii can play liao haha....muackzz love iiu lot...hope won alway quarrel le...tired liao.... =( muii birthdae coming le happy haha....waiting for the dae....wed finish work at 12 cos work cck the power off at 12 after tat hubby sae maybe go chiong haha so long neber go liao...but still not sure yet...boring lehx...wan sleep le...haha....

2007-10-03T13:45:00.000-07:00

have been so long neber update le cos veri less use com...kekex...ysterdae haf a tok wif hubby...haiz don understand y hubby alway like to say if we break if we break when don mean it don like lohx...noe he wan muii to understand n indepent but than is not muii don wan ahx most girl oso like tat de love their bf to dote to love like xiao nue ren mahx....cck closing le oso donno hubby will go where muii noe tat we will c each other quite less le cos iiu will be busy n we working different place...noe iiu don wan muii so yi lai iiu..everything muii noe but is juz the feeling of start getting insecure tat y bebe like tat..muii noe muii start to control iiu thing n iiu feel tight but reali don mean it de n iiu noe tat muii do tat cos scare losing iiu...becos of ppl around iiu hw iiu behave to other making muii feel insecure..reali...iiu r a kind of guy veri easy let girl like de every girl oso like to haf iiu tis kind of bf..n for muii i'm not a veri gd girlfriend so i'm scare...juz wan iiu to understand the feeling but iiu everytime say iiu noe n wan muii say out muii feeling not muii don wan muii donno hw to explain n say out..around muii don haf much frenz...iiu everytime say ask muii go out wif frenz but not everytime they r free muii gd frenz r onli qiqi joey sue ee xiao xian n pamela...xiao xian sometime study qiqi sometime need to look after dandan joey live so far sue ee working muii off dae oso different wif her pamela working sometime finish work go hm don wan come out ..muii don need so much frenz de reali...so much frenz later got frenzship problem..muii noe iiu wan muii to haf more frenz so tat muii life is not so bored n wan muii happier...muii everydae finish work go hm sometime play com sometime watch tv eat sleep meet iiu noe is boring but muii reali donno wat to do....muii sometime reali don feel like staying at hm but cannot do anything...iiu won understand to feeling n pressure of mine de..muii oso donno hw to explain...juz wan let iiu noe sorry for everything muii did de..not mean it de reali muii juz feel insecure...everytime iiu wif muii muii juz feel happi won think so much..muii sometime wan drink is becos muii reali xinku wan make myself drunk n cry out muii reali will feel better noe iiu don like c muii like tat...sorry ni bu hui liao jie de.... =) muackzz juz wan let iiu noe muii love iiu reali reali lot...hugz...sorry for everything.....

2007-09-07T13:52:00.000-07:00

todae end work so late nw than juz bath come out reack hm not long...sian plus tired...yeah tomolo hubby course finish liao...he say alot of thing wan tell muii say way abt independent de not muii donno hw is juz tat the feeling haiyo tell muii oso no use muii still the same de if muii can change long time jiu change liao le... =( juz got muii hair reborn le tis morning kekex...no more oversea muz c next month liao...haiz....everytime like tat...next month oso don think can muii birthdae plus going learn bike haiz...hubby say tomolo come fetch muii after work yeah work tomolo n sun jiu on leave le happi can rest liao plus go out wif hubby cos he oso leave...

2007-09-06T09:02:00.000-07:00

todae after work go walk around lohx change a new phone samsung e 900 kekex the phone veri cute lohx muii like it alot...kekex..hubby on course like veri ke lian like tat cos cannot go out...haiz...tis morning hai him late he was quite attitude toward muii but it's okiess cos he late le should wake him up at 630 but muii overslept..730 than wake him up too late le..he 8 muz reach...sorri...but he didnt blame muii still say sorri for gifing muii attitude but muii neber blame him ... =) hugz...hao xiang ni worx...next week we on leave le can spent more time together liao yeah ...maybe going oversea but muz c first...hubby muz jia you okiess we muz save lot of money than can do lots of thing we wan de...muackzz....

2007-09-05T07:30:00.000-07:00

todae after work go walk around wif muii mummy n sis...go look hp cos wan change.. muii phone spoilt... =( hubby tis few dae so busy veri less tok for next few dae he will on course cant meet again haiz...muz wait till sat nite...misses him lot...muz save money le cannot anyhw spent le...muii mon tues wed n thur on leave kekex...can rest le donno got go oversea mahx...haiz everything last min in the end won go de... =(

so sian...

2007-09-04T13:16:00.000-07:00

todae after work jiu come back le suddenly remember of muii blog haben complete than jiu make lohx...kekex...so long neber write le...hubby reali going shanghai mahx??muii oso donno is gd or bad muii don like the feeling when iiu not around.. =( i'm so lonely... haiz...keep thinking of tis ..muii reali scare of without hubby around le...haiz....but is still up to his choice... =(

2007-07-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

juz make muii new blogs kekex...alway use frenzster de...this wan better...so sian bored at hm lohx...later eason they all coming muii hse play majong kekex...tomolo off dae going out wif hubby...yeah...finally rest liao....sian...boring lehx....muii go sleep first liao....